Saturday, November 04, 2006
Listening: Dead!; My Chemical Romance.
i woke up this morning thinking, and i thought again "fuck you nik, go turn on your laptop and play some football manager, it'll help you stop thinking."
and so i powered my laptop on.
but guess what, i didn't click on the FM 2007 icon. I clicked on the Internet Explorer icon and then what appeared next on my screen was my blog, then to her blog and i scrolled and scrolled and scrolled all the way down until something caught my eye.
something small. it looked like this $%#@##^(*(*&^*^#.
and what happened next was pure hysteria.
lunacy struck me and now my room is in a total mess.
i marvel at my own stupidity back then. such a numbskull with a fucked-up brain.
i thought i could, but now i'm totally convinced that i can't.
nik homebound died at