..A World of Nonsense..

Listening: Famous Last Words; My Chemical Romance.

i'm home after filming.

i should never step into town on a weekend again.

couples after couples after couples, i see in my view-finder of the video cam.

sweet, really sweet couples. and to think i was one of those happy people.

the word here is, 'WAS'.

i'm no longer.

happy, that is.

call me childish, emo-fuck, whatever. i'll punch you in the face.

and i know

there's nothing i can say

to change that part

to change...

i'd give up filming, for you. i will, if you want me to.

look, i know you've got no obligations to hide your happy feelings because of me. you have every right to be happy with your newfound relationship. i'm not saying that you cannot be happy, i want you to be happy.

but at the same time, i'm sour cause you're happy with someone else.

i didnt breakup with you cause i didnt love you no more, i didnt do it because there was another girl, i did it because i didnt want you to cry for me anymore.

and now, i'd rather you have cried more for me and i still have you by my side.

shit, nothing i say is gonna help anyway.

i got what i deserve.

nik homebound died at 8:03 PM

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