Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Nik is unhappy today. He's been unhappy for some time now, hasn't he? Had a bout of gastric this morning when i stepped outta the house and it really hurt. But somehow it doesn't hurt as much as it does in my heart. Met vinson in the morning and came to school. Then i found out my cough is back, so there. I'm back to coughing my lungs out again.
It was lunchtime and i happened to see Zack and his girlfriend sharing a bowl of ice kachang and so i went over. He almost immediately went "whoa, what happen to you seh, look like panda from china." His girlfriend agreed to that btw. See, i've been having sleepless nights and its really bad. Parvin and Julia said i lost weight too =/
And then, wilson had to tell me i'm no longer in the RP WCG team 'cause i haven't been training. Screw you wilson, i won you before in 1v1, so there fuck you.
Gee it feels like my cartoony blog doesn't go with my upset rants. i guess i'll just look for a new blogskin if things still look so bleak in time to come. i'm hurting and for the first time, i can really feel the pain and it really does hurt, its very, very painful. I'm hating myself.
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